Thursday, December 7, 2017

Jesus used black magic

I hope I got your attention. And here is why. Jesus lived, but perhaps he was not the man society thinks him to be.

Divine son of god? From immaculate conception? I tend to think not. But the truth is probably even more intriguing than any fan fiction that came out after he died.

We get the gospels in the Bible, and we now have access to additional gospels that give us a more complete picture. Mainstream Christianity however is stuck in a place where they can't see the forest for the trees, because the deep esoteric meanings behind the stories tell us more than we initially understand, because it is both an esoteric and an esoteric message.

Jesus spent his youth in Egypt. It all starts with Egypt. From there we get the mystery schools and the magical practices. Before we meet Jesus in the gospel when he is about to begin his ministry, we have a gap of time.

That time was filled with learning, studying and practicing the art and the occult in Egypt. Jesus was not born the Christ. He became one. As can we all. The Christ is a state of being. The Christ consciousness is akin to Buddha , and all the other enlightened beings that have achieved the highest level. It may take years and it make take multiple lifetimes. But after we reach it, we can move on to the next level of the game

Jesus practiced black magic. Why you ask? Well first let me explain that magic is neither light nor dark. It is simply the force, like yoda taught to Luke. It is how we use it that gives it its flair.

The ability to manifest a reality through magical practice is real. We can change our circumstances through this power. There is no luck, it is only the residue of the right hard work. And often that work is in the subconscious.

Aligning with higher powers, beings not of this physical world is a form of magical practice.

Jesus the mystic was an expert in this as we learn through the gospels. Exorcising demons and commanding spirits. Moving entities into the bodies of pigs. Healing through ritual. Meditation so deep that he left his physical body and walked and talked with the devil.

These are not fantasy. These are possible events that only a practiced magician can accomplish.

What I intend to research and write about here going forward are ideas and concepts dealing with the complex issue of Jesus the mystic, who then became the Christ.

Tuesday, December 5, 2017

Learning to think magically again

When I joined the order, I didn't know what to expect exactly.

What I did know was that I was in need of life changes, improvements and peace.

I had been reintroduced to magical thinking. In a very real sense. Not a Harry Potter brand of magic, but the type of magic where my subconscious can manifest very real physical outcomes in my life.

The Builders Of The Adytum is an order that caught my eye. I joined. I performed the initiation. It was a ritual meant to be performed alone, in order to set apart the mind towards the path and become a traveler in the journey of life towards an end goal of becoming more enlightened into the concepts of mysticism and occult understanding.

It was perhaps one of the most important steps into my occult education and my spiritual progress.

One of the first lessons taught me by the order was perhaps one of the most life changing. And the magic worked.

What I can discuss is the concepts of the practice, however the specific end goal I will reserve to myself for the moment.

I was in a situation that was miserable day to day in my life. It was causing very real stress, physical pain and depression.

On the outset, anyone might look at my situation at the time and think that the factors causing my misery should be addressed to create a solution.

And perhaps that might have worked. Perhaps not.  And in the moment, I did not feel that there was anything I could do outwardly to change those circumstances. I honestly felt trapped. Clawing at the walls of the pit trying to get to the surface in a hopeless effort because there was no way to achieve that in the traditional ways.

Lesson one in the BOTA curriculum solved that. Not instantly. It requires work. In my case it required months of work.

The magic practice I did was simple. Concise. And very precise.

I set down an intention. A very specific one. Dealing with my problem. What could be done? I can't change others, but I could start with myself. I focused, wrote down the intentions of what I was to become. The things that I needed to manifest in my self. To become that version of my self that I needed to become. A version of self that did not suffer from these problems.

I was faithful and consistent. I did the work. I did the magic.

And then fell apart.


And that was exactly the solution to the problem.

Everything felt lost in the moment and I felt like a failure. My magic failed. I failed. Only it didn't.

It was only the baptism by fire. A necessary step in the process to rebuild.

And the recovery was not only worth it, it was fast. The suffering was necessary to be that Phoenix out of the ashes.

The reward was completely magical. And it was real. Physically real. Without knowing the work and the process I went through, one might chalk it up to good fortune. But I know that the subconscious is a tool. It has power. It can heal, it can grow, it can create.

We are not physical beings having spiritual experiences. We are spiritual beings having a physical experience .

On to the next goal

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What brought me to the occult

Research into the occult began for me from a curiosity and a desire for knowledge. I had no idea it would take me this path when I started. I wondered what secrets I could uncover, and without a doubt I did discover quite a lot.

The path was unfolding on its own, and opportunities presented themselves.

Monday, March 13, 2017

It all goes back to Ancient Egypt

Jesus wasn't the creator of Christianity.

This seems counter intuitive to most Christians. He was the beginning as far as they know. He came to fulfill the law. He created a new way, brought together disciples and created a religion.

Only I don't believe that.

I am not one to say that he did not exist, as people have claimed. One of the major arguments is that there are many other characters in mythologies around the world that have some parallels to the Jesus story.

But they are in actuality not as close as they might seem. Hold that thought for later.

Now I want to look at the ancient mystery schools of Egypt. Mystery school is a term not applicable to a "whodunnit" type of mystery, but instead I use the term mystery as a type of truth, a type of teaching, so esoteric, that it becomes an occult teaching. An occult practice.

These schools taught the truth. There were reasons for keeping things semi secret. The world is not ready, even today, to handle all the truth.

We have jobs, bills, responsibilities. We have pressing problems that must be attended to. We don't have time to become like Monks and step away from life's responsibilities to focus on bettering ourselves.

So learning the mysteries is a challenge, even today. Even in ancient times.

But there are untold number of secrets still stemming from the ancient culture that inhabited that area.

I believe they were so advanced that not only did they master physical engineering, but they had perhaps a level of metaphysical control that they used to create amazing structures like the pyramids.

Beyond engineering marvels and the monoliths of the ancients, there is an impressive mythology that still is being explored today.

Did they walk and talk with the gods? Who were these people? What did they know?

That is part of the journey, to explore these ideas and find out for yourself. But let me point you on the correct path.

Jesus spent time as a youth in Egypt. No doubt he was exposed to these truths. He was a student, and then a master of the mysteries.

He came back to his people, not to establish Christianity, but to bring back the Christ Consciousness. He was there to bring the occult back. And to take back the religion from the corrupted church. And to go contrary to the political powers that had turned the teachings of truth into a religion that no longer had the the proper truth.

The esoteric teachings he brought back are in the bible. Of course so much of it is still esoteric, because of the way in which the bible is written. It takes an occult eye to see the truth. But its there.

So for those reasons I say that Jesus did not make Christianity. Jesus was working to bring back the occult truths that had been lost. Jesus was a revolutionary.

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Ritual Magic is Real, Don't Let Them Tell You It's Make Believe

When I was younger, the world was magical.

My imagination was so vivid, and I see it in the eyes of children today. The world is not bland and mundane to a child. It is magical. Their make believe adventures are as real as anything through their eyes.

I grew up and dreams were shattered, reality set it. Bills, jobs, life.

Magical thinking carried a derogatory feeling, and was discouraged.

I learned over time that my religion had lied to me. I learned that my government had lied to me.

My feelings of patriotism and my faith in God were strained, almost broken because of it.

The world became a dark hopeless place. The magic was gone.

And then it wasn't.

I have come to understand that the magic has never left. In fact it is more real now than ever.

Just like Neo took the red pill to awaken to the true world, it was a similar journey for me. My first emotions when I encountered the real world left me feeling dark and empty, but that was before I began to learn that the knowledge I gained gave me true power.

The world is not the make believe simulation that the matrix of life was when I was a child, but now that I see it for what it is, I have a better understanding of the magic that exists.

I believe the world is alive, and it has a spirit. Everything has. There is life and energy all around us. There are no coincidences because it is the energy of the universe that brings things together to create outcomes. But once we take that metaphorical red pill we can learn to control those outcomes again.

That is the magic I speak of. The real magic of this world.

As you can see, I have stopped using the "magick" spelling of the word because I intend to take this term back from Alestair Crowely. He added the "k" to the word magic in order to distinguish ritual ceremonial magic from stage magic. But I do not follow Crowley, and I have my reasons for this.

I do not want to take away the accomplishments he made in magic, or his understanding of the universes power. He was definitely tapped in to something powerful. And his influence is still seen today in everything around us. Pop culture, government, and even in children's TV shows.

But the man was twisted. Perhaps the practice and the influence that it had on him ended up perverting his soul. Maybe he was a victim of powers he could not control. But in the end, he chose a darker path than I am taking. The Force in Star Wars in real. The parallel to what is in this world is spot on. The energy that penetrates us and binds us is real. The dark side is easier. It is powerful. But ultimately the light side, the side of the Jedi is the more powerful path. It is a difficult journey, because it requires us to master the self. To become, I AM. It is the Christ consciousness, and the true Buddha. It is the perfect soul, and the final incarnation. It is achievable. If not in this life, it will be in the next. We are destined to repeat, and correct our mistakes. We can become what we want to become. And this is my goal.

Magic is real.

You see it everywhere, and even in motivational speaker's presentations in rooms full of people who are paying for seminars to learn the secrets of success.

Positive thinking! Make a dream board! Focus on making money! And so on. You see that energy. You see the message. But often this is a misunderstood magic, and the presenters are so skilled in the spell casting of language that they use this method to make themselves rich, by captivating their audience and selling them on an idea. The spell is real. Language has power.

And for those who do use methods such as in the book . The Secret. are using magic to effect an outcome. It is as simple as a form of sigil magic. Focusing the mind, creating a dream board to have a physical sigil to influence the subconscious. And finally putting in the work to create a dream come true.

We can chalk it up to hard work pays off. But there is more there. But often the practitioners of strategies like this do not even realize the magic is happening. But it is.

Motion creates motion. When we put in the work we attract more energy. We begin to have multiple "lucky breaks" and success follows. I'm here to tell you that there is no lucky break. We have created that outcome because the universe does not work on coincidence. It works on the "law of attraction".

This magic is rarely truly understood but it is as real as anything around us. The table I am sitting at, the keyboard I am typing on.

The christian man who prays to God for help and receives it. He does not always understand what magic took place but his faith was real. His mind, his body and his heart were focused on an outcome. His system of magic is in the form of religion, although he does not understand the esoteric nature of the faith he practises, he has true faith. The power of the universe speaks back. His prayers are answered.

Isn't this magic? Isn't that creating an outcome by power of will?

So then shouldn't there be a way to tap into the force and control these outcomes with precision?

Yes. There is your answer.

It will not always work the first time. It takes practice. It takes effort. Just like Luke did not become a true Jedi right away, he first needed to defeat his inner demons as well as his physical ones. Although he had some control over the Force, and he was able to use these powers early on, it took time, effort, struggle and experience to become the true master.

Such is life. Such is magic.

My first step is to admit to myself and address myself as a magician. I am a magician.

I won't call myself a master, because admittedly I am still in a phase that might be considered an advanced apprentice. I understand what it is I am doing, but i have not mastered everything, but I am far from an ignorant being. I am self aware. But I have a long way to go to overcome my own weaknesses and character flaws.

My background in religion was once a hindrance to my personal progress. So steeped in dogma, I couldn't see the forest for the trees. But through that crucible I am now on a new path where I can look back to my religious education as a stepping stool.

I take the exoteric nature of religion and use it as a stepping stool to reach into the esoteric nature of truth.

Bland concepts of mainstream religion are more than they appear to a person with eyes to see. But the fact of the matter is that most are not ready for it. They will continue to believe in biblical literalism, and simple stories, rather than look beyond what is being said to what is truly meant.

Jesus performed miracles. Is this not overtly magical?? Is it not the ability to control universal powers to conform to our own desires?

His example is one of a true Jedi master, as he was focused on the good. Dark sorcery is also real, but the path won't lead to enlightenment. It will lead to madness.

What ritual magic can you practice?

Jump on google if you want, find some practises and give them a whirl. There are ways that are effective. And you can start with those. But once you break through that initial effort and become more than a novice, consider creating your own rituals.

I say this because when you personalize it, the ritual becomes your own. It is your own power that you are attempting to master. Why shouldnt' your rituals be your own as well.

And don't be scared of rituals. If you start your day with a cup of coffee is this not a ritual? Look at it from that perspective. Treat it as magical, and see the power of it increase.

That ritual of a magical awakening from the dream world to fully aware and your mind sharp, after a warm soothing drink of coffee is magical. Treat it as such. Take advantage of this time to ponder, write down the ideas that come to you. That period in the morning is magic. The world is there to speak to you if you let it in.

Of course that is just one example.  And it is just a simple one. There are more specific spells and incantations you can perform to really exact results. If you understand that the universe is magical, and magic is going to happen to you regardless, look into your self and find determination to become an active participant in the magic, so that you are not a bystander, but instead a magician.

Become the force for good. Bring about positive change. In your own life and in the life of those around you.

Monday, February 20, 2017

We all can become Jedi

I believe the ability to become a true Jedi is more than just a Hollywood theme. The Star Wars franchise is so heavily laden with occult esoteric themes that someone like me can easily become fascinated by it.

Hollywood , the holly-wood, is more than a place. It's a brand and a way of magic. The spell casting practice of entrapping audiences with a story on screen to transport them away from their reality for a while.

There is a magic that happens there.

The theme of the Jedi parallels most of what I am encountering in my own journey with magic.

There is a force. We don't have to call it that. But there is an energy that flows through us all and around us. It is. And it has always been.

Recap: the Jedi is a person who studies and practices, and works to better himself and to better the universe around him. He is a master of the force who can use that energy at his will.

The sith is a dark version of the Jedi. He can too use the force to his own will, but his actions are selfish, and often evil. The power is strong, it is faster and easier to attain. But in the end, the sith never come out on top.

The magic that is in our world is going to be there whether we become an active participant or not. Magic can happen to us, or we can create the results we need and want.

The light side of this energy is harder to attain. As opposed to ignorantly tapping into the demonic or spiritual energy that is all around us, the path to the light side is long. And we must become masters of ourselves. Our intentions must be pure. We need to be self aware.

Much like the Buddha, or the Christ. The power we can practice by achieving enlightenment will be more powerful, for it will be a righteous power.

The journey is different for everyone, but for my part, I will say that the Light side is the correct choice. We will be at peace. We will uplift humanity.

Thursday, February 2, 2017



1. According to the most reputable occult sources there existed in the past a natural and good place for materialism. This was during the development of modern industry which would give rise to what we know as the Modern World. Simply put, the human beings involved were not intelligent enough to deal in both the spirit and matter at the same time. This was necessary to the evolution of human consciousness. 

2. According to these same occult sources the materialism currently present has no place in the further evolution of the human race. It has been placed there deliberately by certain other occult societies who wish to keep esoteric wisdom unknown in general. These same people want things like the reading of books to be a skill possessed only by the few. They would have the people posses language enough to read electronic devices, but at the same time lack the critical thinking skills necessary to self teach through literature. 

3. Soon there will be an Occult Renaissance in the United States. This movement will be lead by those who are aware of this 'false materialism' and provide specific countermeasures to it. 

This and many more esoteric concepts can be found at the source

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